spring without you

this spring will be the first one without you. i wanted to hold you and tell you everything i’ve felt, but it seems i’ll have to wait. this spring will be the first one without you. it feels strange, but i know you’re there. you are the sunlight that passes through the flowers, not too…

I’M NOT DEAD…yet + just my take on love.

How do I even begin this? It’s been a while, amigos. College has used up every drop of sanity I’ve had left, but it has also been amazing, so I don’t really have the necessity to complain. Although I do have things to complain about, as a matter of fact, but I’m tucking them away…

just a little something.

if there’s anything i’m bad at, it is most definitely expressing myself. through whatever the medium, it’s always been a constant battle of trying to rationalise my thought process. my thought process is a mess. mess is an understatement, but i’m sure you get it. i cannot for the life of me try to pin…

Hey, guys! Whew. It’s been a while, hasn’t it? I started college a month back, and lord has it been hectic. For the most part, I think, college is fun. I guess. I’m not really sure what I wanted out of college, anyway. You’ve got the perfect mix of people getting drunk, having their sole…

Stereotypes – your ignorance and stupidity.

So, I’ve been having to deal with a lot of headaches lately. Partly from my migraine, but mostly from people. I’ll get straight to the point. Wouldn’t you be mad if someone reduced you to racist comments and stereotypes of your wonderful culture? Hell, you’d be so mad, you’d want to do things beyond the…

I wonder.

I wonder, maybe if you had said yes, I’d be happier. Those three letters could’ve changed my life – for the best. If you had said yes, I wouldn’t have to meet the fierce, inquisitive stares from eyes that believed what someone else said, instead of believing for themselves that I could be kind, that…

Wisdom teeth removal + you can hear me silently sobbing in the distance.

Hello, m8roos!  Yesterday, I had 2/4 of my wisdom teeth removed and I shit you not, during that process, my life flashed before my eyes.  All the exaggeration aside, I’ve been in pain. It doesn’t hurt during the process, but after the anaesthesia wears off, you feel like you’re gonna die.  I’ve been recovering pretty…

11:11

it’s 11:11; my heart is still raw, the wounds are still fresh, like they were inflicted upon me yesterday. the surface of my heart is jagged, it’s been hard for this broken heart to beat normally because each beat feels like it’s ready to break through its cage. i’ve spent all my 11:11 wishes wishing…

Language update! + Mini Rant.

안녕하세요! So, now I can read AND write Hangul! I’m so excited because I love learning languages, and ever since I ventured into the world of K-pop, I’ve been having the time of my life learning the language. Of course, I haven’t forgotten my Japanese! It’s just that Hangul is a lot easier to learn,…

I’M BACK FROM THE DEAD! – hi.

Hello, lovelies! I feel like I haven’t updated in a million years. Sigh, this has to do with the fact that I have my final exams going on, and while I’d like to say I have been drowning in my books, I truthfully haven’t. Anyway, last month I turned 18 and I forgot to make…